August 2008
in his room
July 2008
in the palm of my hand, split by a knife
walking up hartford
June 2008
dreaming at the end of the world
on the ashram path
on the ashram path
May 2008
first act of will in dreaming
the bedroom mantle
at home
after amsterdam
amsterdam
April 2008
today is the day grampa did not wake up
March 2008
california and jackson, a silver-gray morning on which the water matches the sky
February 2008
maya, the amaryllis, and my life
flight dream number three
January 2008
in the air just after takeoff
in the orchard beside the temple path
in ceremony before we enter the sweat lodge
just now in dream
dream
December 2007
cold day in the courtyard
in dream
family
in dreaming
not a metaphor
LAX bathroom stall
on the steps of the yurt looking over the ojai valley
November 2007
casa barranca, ojai
asleep and
in memoriam
castro and 18th, the moon, and my heart
walking north on fillmore street
death is not
in my washing machine
on the mat
October 2007
in my bed
September 2007
in the yard
home again
July 2007
on the couch
sunday morning writing
May 2007
gate 5, PWN
one side of the war
on mom's deck
a small sample of my mother's birds
i don't remember this dream
April 2007
what's her name?
shining with tears and light
walking out the door: a prayer
oops
walking away, walking back
i ought to be in bed
waking
the progress of a sunday in blossom
a weekend in blossom
on the 24 divisadero headed south
descending over austin
sitting on the edge of the bed
on the front step
March 2007
showering
19th between hartford and castro
after
redux
the work i do
freewrite after mantra japa
February 2007
the rains are close
in the livingroom
late winter in san francisco
January 2007
still at the table, yoga therapy conference
at the long table, 850 people in the room
long table, conference hall, LAX hilton
bathroom stall, LAX hilton
December 2006
holiday week
outside the kitchen window, second floor
November 2006
dia de los muertos
October 2006
and so it begins again
rising and falling
pain, fear, and the birds of freedom
out the back window
September 2006
biking up beale street
August 2006
morning words
July 2006
summer
echo
hamza el din lives forever
morning after
in my bed
on the kitchen table
at my kitchen table
what does not show
June 2006
post-op visit with my surgeon
3838 california street
in bed
the arc of healing
the flowers of my healing
advanced health care directive
letter to a friend
May 2006
if i die
loving the knife
sunday morning thoughts
pink lilies from m
for m
waiting for the biopsy
castro just below market, headed north
April 2006
route 29, outside calistoga
for leah
March 2006
kneeling
for james
lotus conference center, yogaville, virginia
lotus conference center triptych
sunday night dream
reiki, the second day
self-limiting beliefs i would like to transcend
on the other side of the gladiola
eric's gladiola
February 2006
castro near 19th
hua zang si
i didn't know she was a poppy until her husk fell away
the EG conference, squatting near yo-yo ma
the EG conference, skirball center auditorium, los angeles
January 2006
in the sky
runway, the oakland airport
again
in the mirror
for d
haight and divisadero, yesterday evening
the hallway of maison du healing
steven david hoblit lives forever
thai yoga massage workshop
for kate truka
white petals, pink veins
the kitchen is cold today
white pot, brown earth, water
December 2005
the long dark night of winter
california pacific medical center, room 201
amba bhavani jaya jagadambe
the first day of my thirty-sixth year around this sun
at my desk, looking toward the redwood, the mountain, the sky
October 2005
for india
at my desk
headed south on fillmore
the K train, outbound
August 2005
recalling the corner of geary and scott
February 2005
radiance: a tiny love poem (for james)
January 2005
as wild horses the wind (for india)
December 2004
near the corner of elizabeth and castro
November 2004
the 99 beautiful names of god
the ninety-nine beautiful names of god
the 99 beautiful names of god
at the corner of oak and gough
September 2004
being and knowing and love
July 2004
the broadway tunnel
April 2004
on the train to santa barbara while he is en flight to hawaii
on the train to santa barbara, while he is en flight to hawaii
hartford at the corner of 19th
March 2004
at my desk
geary and divis, after standing guard
February 2004
circling the pond at the California Vipassana Center
the santa cruz mountains, in light rain
route 85 toward santa cruz
January 2004
at my desk
December 2003
in my heart
first week past solstice
at my desk
October 2003
after kabuki, for sara
ben, 12 weeks
September 2003
in the window of hermes, 62nd & madison, nyc
July 2003
rachel’s back porch, oakland
May 2003
home
james
off 7th & heinz, berkeley
April 2003
jackson near spruce
March 2003
san francisco federal building, wartime, interfaith gathering for prayer and nonviolent civil disobedience
February 2003
scott at the corner of ellis
October 2002
mandy and aidan
morning after
September 2002
the broadway tunnel
the block before MOMA, downtown
August 2002
helen
craigslist.org
October 2001
james
September 2001
thoughts on the dream place
July 2001
chapter ten: reasons to live, from waking to now
chapter nine: in which the tree is named, and not
June 2001
chapter eight: scent wafts in thick as butter, and sweeter
chapter seven: home again, home again
headed south on polk street
chapter six: night of the living
May 2001
enlightment
chapter five: in which dahlia wonders what is real
chapter four: the entrance of po
chapter three: time and space
chapter two: the entrance of oh
chapter one: in which he sleeps
January 2001
i bought the barrettes on eBay
October 2000
at my desk
January 2000
remarkable